Friday, April 18, 2025

secondhand skin

at night, the selkies sleep underneath a roof of whalebone

in the morning, they swim towards the surface
trade their skins for uniforms, hide their forms somewhere precious 

and they serve tables, sparkling, effervescent. 
the spit rolls off their skin, glass marbles, and the baneful,
apathetic stares glance off their well-woven scales 

at night, they may lose a memory, a lock of hair, a sense of time 
a small piece that will never return 
they will barely notice that it is gone, only that there is less

at night, cradled within a grand rib-cage, they play poker
with water-proof cards. At night, they laugh about their dreams. 
There is a new blackness at the corners of their eyes.

In the morning, they drive on the freeway, 
they visit the city, get ice cream 
Or they don’t do anything at all, up till dawn behind a screen 
before remembering who they are

at night, amidst anemones, they realize, collectively 
that it is getting harder and harder to breathe underwater

Today exotic leather coats hang untouched, gathering dust
in wooden wardrobes in thrift shops in trunks in the closet

and the selkies, don’t really go by that anymore, they prefer the term ‘land-locked’ 
and so they are
devoid of surface scars, smooth and shining
as slowly fading as the stars

twenty years from now their hands will tremble when
they tap their keys. Not from age or weakness, but from
the feeling that they have somehow missed something
terribly, crucially important. Their eyes will look like
lamplights, flickering behind heavy glass. 

and their skeleton will still be there,
home to millions, food for all

they will laugh about their dreams 
while trying to remember what they are


Sunday, April 13, 2025

the birds traded their souls for wings

the spirits by the roadside dance to your delight, blind driver
you’ve got gilded fins no matter how hidden in the din of all the minnows that fly by night
there’s eyes in the striations on the strings connecting their collective at the speed of light
mycelial wire-bound messengers carrying transmissions from post to post

tears gather in polyisoprene irises, the rain falls rhythmic on the road. 
If you could only listen to the music, deaf rider, you’d hear us all calling you home

your tires crawl over, careless, this machine’s built to do what it is told. 
Your heels are leaded, you know where you’re heading and all we can do
 is watch as you go

between your crowded ears a hand twists a crank and brass pins pluck brass teeth
through the rusty music you can hear your mothers voice 

“There are places left untouched
within all of us, you have swallowed a key
alongside your first breath of air.”

you can see her waltz upside down with your father 
in the rearview mirror, her dress brushes past your hair

“The illusion reflects us as 
we reflect it, there are gods 
mechanical and corporeal
we live on the body we’ve built
from another. we live in bodies
borrowed.”

the reddened sky is in the pools of rain on the asphalt 
even now, you travel on arteries

“I know, someday,
that you will want to break the mirror.”

the moon watches on, faint and mournful
as your grip tightens on the wheel